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  • 2015
    • March 2015
      • Fuck Cancer – CaringBridge Introduction
      • So, It’s Lymphoma – March 31, 2015
    • April 2015
      • Flowers for Deb – April 2, 2015
      • Another Day, Another Biopsy – April 4, 2015
      • Quack Quack – April 8, 2015
      • New Do and a Portacath – April 10, 2015
      • Coming At You Live from Treatment Room 25! – April 13, 2015
      • Now For the Good Stuff – April 13, 2015
      • And…. We’re Done! – April 13, 2015
      • Live From Treatment Room 6 – Cycle 1, Part 2 – April 14, 2015
      • Live From Treatment Room 9! – April 15, 2015
      • Look Good Feel Better – April 15, 2015
      • Update and Wig Day – April 16, 2015
      • Wig Play – April 16, 1015
      • Relatively C-Free Weekend – April 18, 2015
      • Port Draw Day – April 21, 2015
      • Better Today April – 22, 2015
      • That Moment When “Personal Grooming” Ceases To Be An Issue – April 25, 2015
      • Today’s the Day April – 26, 2015
      • Bus Stop Baldness Reveal – April 28, 2015
    • May 2015
      • Accessorize! – May 3, 2015
      • Live from Treatment Room 9! – May 5, 2015
      • Home Again Home Again Jiggity Jig – May 5, 2015
      • Neulasta Appointment – May 7, 2015
      • Pulled an All-Nighter – May 12, 2015
      • Things of Note – May 12, 2015
      • I Remain in Custody – May 12, 2015
      • The Latest From Room 5012 – May 12, 2015
      • Some Things Can’t Be Unseen – May 12, 2015
      • Freedom!!! – May 13, 2015
      • Well, Crap! – May 13, 2015
      • Back and Forth and Still Here – May 13, 2015
      • I’m Bustin’ Out! – May 14, 2015
      • I’m Fine – May 18, 2015
      • Cheers! – May 19, 2015
      • Live From Treatment Room 21! – May 26, 2015
      • She Made It! – May 26, 2015
      • Needles, Needles Everywhere – May 27, 2015
      • Crazy Brows – May 28, 2015
      • Lashing Out – May 30, 2015
    • June 2015
      • Crash Into Me – June 1, 2015
      • And I’m Free, I’m Free Fallin’ – June 3, 2015
      • Spoke Too Soon – June 4, 2015
      • Hot Child in the Suburbs – June 5, 2015
      • PET Scan – June 11, 2015
      • PET Scan Results – June 12, 2015
      • Live From Treatment Room 19 – June 15, 2015
      • Round 4, continued – June 15, 2015
      • Needledeedledee – June 16, 2015
      • Blech Day – June 17, 2015
      • Bump in the Road – June 18, 2015
      • Waiting for Godot – June 18, 2015
      • Homeward Bound – June 18, 2015
      • R&R – June 19, 2015
      • Deb and The Terrible Horrible No Good Very Bad Day – June 23, 2015
      • Chillin’ – Retro Style – June 24, 2015
      • Housekeeping – June 24, 2015
      • Housekeeping – June 24, 2015
      • Chillin’ – Retro Style – June 24, 2015
      • Deb and The Terrible Horrible No Good Very Bad Day – June 23, 2015
      • Mail Bag – June 25, 2015
      • Zzzzzzzz – June 29, 2015
      • Closer to Fine – June 27, 2015
    • July 2015
      • Doesn’t it Figure? July 6, 2015
      • Live from treatment room 6! – July 7, 2015
      • Back Home – July 7, 2015
      • Good Day So Far – July 8, 2015
      • Great Day – July 8, 2015
      • Polar Opposite – July 9, 2015
      • Tasteless – July 10, 2015
      • Owie – July 11, 2015
      • A Horse of a Different Color – July 13, 2015
      • Adventures in Neutropenia – July 14, 2015
      • Fire-Free – July 14, 2015
      • Chillin’ – July 15, 2015
      • False Advertising – July 16, 2015
      • Chemo Head as Art – July 25, 2015
      • Live from Treatment Room 16 – July 27, 2015
      • L’Chiam! – July 27, 2015
      • Thoughts On My Last Treatment Day – July 28, 2015
      • Fuckity Fuck Fuck – July 30, 2015
      • A Bit Better – July 31, 2015
      • My Haunted Leg – July 31, 2015
    • August 2015
      • Fire Watch – August 2, 2015
      • Yep – August 2, 2015
      • Definite Incineration – August 3, 2015
      • Prisoner – August 3, 2015
      • Incineration Continues – August 4, 2015
      • Sunset, Day 2 – August 4, 2015
      • On Hair – August 4, 2015
      • Going…. Going… – August 5, 2015
      • Gone! – August 5, 2015
      • Back in the Saddle Again! – August 18, 2015
      • Live From the Nuclear Dungeon – August 20, 2015
      • Better Images – August 27, 2015
      • CANCER FREE(ish?) – August 24, 2015
    • September 2015
      • Ow! – September 2, 2015
      • Po’ Hawk – September 11, 2015
      • No Hawk – September 15, 2015
      • Can’t Do Math – September 15, 2015
      • Definite Progress – September 19, 2015
      • Step by Step – September 24, 2015
      • Not Totally Random – September 20, 2015
    • October 2015
      • Lashes! – October 1, 2015
      • Live from Sbux – October 7, 2015
      • Lumps & Bumps – October 20, 2015
      • The C-Word – October 27, 2015
    • November 2015
      • Hair! – November 10, 2015
      • Here Piggy Piggy – November 21, 2015
      • HaaallelUjah! HaaallelUjah! HallelUjah! HallelUjah! HalleeeluuujAH! – November 24, 2015
    • December 2015
      • Endings, Beginnings, and Mergings – December 13, 2015
      • Deported! – Dec 14, 2015
      • Season’s Greetings, Urinator Update, and More – Dec 23, 2015
      • First Haircut! – Dec 30, 2015
  • 2016
    • One Year Later… – Feb 19, 2016
    • Another Follow Up Visit with Alla – March 6, 2016
    • Meow Scan – May 31, 2016
    • Rockstar and Red Beans – Sep 11, 2016
    • Housekeeping – Nov 5, 2016
    • One Helluva Week (and a Half) – Dec 16, 2016
    • Checkup Time! – Mar 14, 2017
  • 2017
    • Clearing My Plate – Dec 15, 2017
    • Checkup: Check! – Aug 29, 2017
  • Epilogue – 2020
  • Other Stuff
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    • Deb Moran Photography
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And I’m Free, I’m Free Fallin’ – June 3, 2015

As I mentioned in my last post, yesterday I had a scheduled visit with the lovely Sara Reynolds, Nurse Practitioner. Good news – I’ve graduated in a sense. My labs have all been stable (numbers dropping where  expected, rebounding when they should), so I no longer have to go for weekly port draws or mid-cycle visits with Sara. Woo hoo! Chemo Rock Star status reconfirmed! As for the neuropathy progression, it’s nothing to worry about, especially since I’m not hampered by it or in pain. Speaking of pain, I was in such a good mood when I got home, and totally over the prednisone crash, only to find myself crashing of a different nature.

The Girl’s scooter grabbed my sandal and I wiped out on the floor of the garage. I can’t believe none of my neighbors came running to find out the source of the string of very loud expletives spewing forth from my mouth. This was the kind of fall where once the yelling stopped, I had to just lie there and assess the damage. My left knee seems to have borne the brunt of it. And thankfully, my tatas saved my face. I swear, when they hit the floor, I bounced. If it weren’t for my ample bosom, I probably would  have smashed my face on the concrete as well as my knee.

Yeah - that smarts.
Yeah – that smarts.

Once I got inside, the cold clamminess and nausea set in. But, I managed to stay calm(ish), not pass out, and make it upstairs to thoroughly disinfect (I love how peroxide bubbles on a boo boo) and bandage up my wound with antibiotic cream and a jumbo bandaid. You know if I didn’t, it’d be my dumb luck to end up with an infected knee because I have no immune system to speak of this week. After that, I spent about an hour icing my knee, and talking to my friend, Nurse Janet, who reassured me that as long as my platelets were good (they are), and the swelling and bruising stopped progressing, that I’d be ok. And I am. Ok, but sore and stiff. At least it’s not as painful as it was when I first fell. Seriously, I think that pain was worse than any of the biopsies I had to endure, including bone marrow!

Ok, so more on my discomfort – but back to the main subject (cancer, duh). I thought I’d perhaps mentioned this before, but looking back, it seems I never did. During week 2 of cycle 1, I seemed to have had a pretty miserable IBS flare. I’m talking continuous GI distress for a solid week. It came back during week 2 of cycle 2. At that point, I did some more research and discovered lots of anecdotal evidence that horrendous gas and bloating is actually par for the course with R-CHOP. So, yay – it’s not IBS. Boo, it’s to be expected. So, I was expecting it on Sunday. And Monday, and Tuesday. Aside from a short bout of tummy trouble on Monday night (which was unhelped by Beano or Gas-X), it didn’t happen. It seems that my usually stupid and inept GI system has actually learned to deal with the chemo and not have a hissy fit just because I’m letting them pump toxins into my body. I’m shocked. Other than having to get my period, this may be the worst side effect of my chemo/cancer experience, so not having the GI upset is such a relief!

Until next time, mes chéris!

Original Comments from the CaringBridge Blog:

Now THAT’S what I can call one great big ginormous owie!!!
—margo barbakow, June 3, 2015

Deb, you don’t do anything halfway! You hit that ground hard. Glad you didn’t break anything.
—Michele Barbera, June 3, 2015

Well DANG! That looks mighty painful to me! BAD SCOOTER!! BAD BAD SCOOTER!! So sorry!
—jo Wilken, June 3, 2015

Spoke Too Soon – June 4, 2015 →

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