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  • 2015
    • March 2015
      • Fuck Cancer – CaringBridge Introduction
      • So, It’s Lymphoma – March 31, 2015
    • April 2015
      • Flowers for Deb – April 2, 2015
      • Another Day, Another Biopsy – April 4, 2015
      • Quack Quack – April 8, 2015
      • New Do and a Portacath – April 10, 2015
      • Coming At You Live from Treatment Room 25! – April 13, 2015
      • Now For the Good Stuff – April 13, 2015
      • And…. We’re Done! – April 13, 2015
      • Live From Treatment Room 6 – Cycle 1, Part 2 – April 14, 2015
      • Live From Treatment Room 9! – April 15, 2015
      • Look Good Feel Better – April 15, 2015
      • Update and Wig Day – April 16, 2015
      • Wig Play – April 16, 1015
      • Relatively C-Free Weekend – April 18, 2015
      • Port Draw Day – April 21, 2015
      • Better Today April – 22, 2015
      • That Moment When “Personal Grooming” Ceases To Be An Issue – April 25, 2015
      • Today’s the Day April – 26, 2015
      • Bus Stop Baldness Reveal – April 28, 2015
    • May 2015
      • Accessorize! – May 3, 2015
      • Live from Treatment Room 9! – May 5, 2015
      • Home Again Home Again Jiggity Jig – May 5, 2015
      • Neulasta Appointment – May 7, 2015
      • Pulled an All-Nighter – May 12, 2015
      • Things of Note – May 12, 2015
      • I Remain in Custody – May 12, 2015
      • The Latest From Room 5012 – May 12, 2015
      • Some Things Can’t Be Unseen – May 12, 2015
      • Freedom!!! – May 13, 2015
      • Well, Crap! – May 13, 2015
      • Back and Forth and Still Here – May 13, 2015
      • I’m Bustin’ Out! – May 14, 2015
      • I’m Fine – May 18, 2015
      • Cheers! – May 19, 2015
      • Live From Treatment Room 21! – May 26, 2015
      • She Made It! – May 26, 2015
      • Needles, Needles Everywhere – May 27, 2015
      • Crazy Brows – May 28, 2015
      • Lashing Out – May 30, 2015
    • June 2015
      • Crash Into Me – June 1, 2015
      • And I’m Free, I’m Free Fallin’ – June 3, 2015
      • Spoke Too Soon – June 4, 2015
      • Hot Child in the Suburbs – June 5, 2015
      • PET Scan – June 11, 2015
      • PET Scan Results – June 12, 2015
      • Live From Treatment Room 19 – June 15, 2015
      • Round 4, continued – June 15, 2015
      • Needledeedledee – June 16, 2015
      • Blech Day – June 17, 2015
      • Bump in the Road – June 18, 2015
      • Waiting for Godot – June 18, 2015
      • Homeward Bound – June 18, 2015
      • R&R – June 19, 2015
      • Deb and The Terrible Horrible No Good Very Bad Day – June 23, 2015
      • Chillin’ – Retro Style – June 24, 2015
      • Housekeeping – June 24, 2015
      • Housekeeping – June 24, 2015
      • Chillin’ – Retro Style – June 24, 2015
      • Deb and The Terrible Horrible No Good Very Bad Day – June 23, 2015
      • Mail Bag – June 25, 2015
      • Zzzzzzzz – June 29, 2015
      • Closer to Fine – June 27, 2015
    • July 2015
      • Doesn’t it Figure? July 6, 2015
      • Live from treatment room 6! – July 7, 2015
      • Back Home – July 7, 2015
      • Good Day So Far – July 8, 2015
      • Great Day – July 8, 2015
      • Polar Opposite – July 9, 2015
      • Tasteless – July 10, 2015
      • Owie – July 11, 2015
      • A Horse of a Different Color – July 13, 2015
      • Adventures in Neutropenia – July 14, 2015
      • Fire-Free – July 14, 2015
      • Chillin’ – July 15, 2015
      • False Advertising – July 16, 2015
      • Chemo Head as Art – July 25, 2015
      • Live from Treatment Room 16 – July 27, 2015
      • L’Chiam! – July 27, 2015
      • Thoughts On My Last Treatment Day – July 28, 2015
      • Fuckity Fuck Fuck – July 30, 2015
      • A Bit Better – July 31, 2015
      • My Haunted Leg – July 31, 2015
    • August 2015
      • Fire Watch – August 2, 2015
      • Yep – August 2, 2015
      • Definite Incineration – August 3, 2015
      • Prisoner – August 3, 2015
      • Incineration Continues – August 4, 2015
      • Sunset, Day 2 – August 4, 2015
      • On Hair – August 4, 2015
      • Going…. Going… – August 5, 2015
      • Gone! – August 5, 2015
      • Back in the Saddle Again! – August 18, 2015
      • Live From the Nuclear Dungeon – August 20, 2015
      • Better Images – August 27, 2015
      • CANCER FREE(ish?) – August 24, 2015
    • September 2015
      • Ow! – September 2, 2015
      • Po’ Hawk – September 11, 2015
      • No Hawk – September 15, 2015
      • Can’t Do Math – September 15, 2015
      • Definite Progress – September 19, 2015
      • Step by Step – September 24, 2015
      • Not Totally Random – September 20, 2015
    • October 2015
      • Lashes! – October 1, 2015
      • Live from Sbux – October 7, 2015
      • Lumps & Bumps – October 20, 2015
      • The C-Word – October 27, 2015
    • November 2015
      • Hair! – November 10, 2015
      • Here Piggy Piggy – November 21, 2015
      • HaaallelUjah! HaaallelUjah! HallelUjah! HallelUjah! HalleeeluuujAH! – November 24, 2015
    • December 2015
      • Endings, Beginnings, and Mergings – December 13, 2015
      • Deported! – Dec 14, 2015
      • Season’s Greetings, Urinator Update, and More – Dec 23, 2015
      • First Haircut! – Dec 30, 2015
  • 2016
    • One Year Later… – Feb 19, 2016
    • Another Follow Up Visit with Alla – March 6, 2016
    • Meow Scan – May 31, 2016
    • Rockstar and Red Beans – Sep 11, 2016
    • Housekeeping – Nov 5, 2016
    • One Helluva Week (and a Half) – Dec 16, 2016
    • Checkup Time! – Mar 14, 2017
  • 2017
    • Clearing My Plate – Dec 15, 2017
    • Checkup: Check! – Aug 29, 2017
  • Epilogue – 2020
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Thoughts On My Last Treatment Day – July 28, 2015

Bear with me. This is gonna be a long one. And pardon the delay. I was spending much time horizontal (the post-LP routine). Also, this one has many pics, so make sure you’re on a browser, not the app when you read this so you can see them all, plus their captions.

I didn’t sleep very well the night before my last treatment, so I really needed my coffee in the morning. Figures that as we were dropping The Girl off at a friend’s house (for a ride to camp) this morning, I realized I forgot my coffee in the Keurig at home. Since my grande Sbux tumbler sprung a leak, I decided I needed a snazzy new venti tumbler for my iced coffee.

So necessary after my old one finally died. Don’t you love the hot pink straw? And aren’t the sunglasses printed on the liner adorable?!

As usual, I had a bunch of questions for the doc, and she had a surprising thought for me. She thinks there’s a chance that the bit of glow on the last PET scan showed scar tissue and not cancer. I didn’t think quickly enough to ask her if it shows up on my next one, what we do. Another biopsy, or what? I’ll find out eventually, I suppose.

Oh! Remember when I was wondering about that black ended, 22G needle on the LP tray? I found out that was a guide needle that is removed once Alla comes into to attach the syringe with my methotrexate. See? Always trying to educate and inform. 🙂

Now, if you recall, I’ve told you before that one of the drugs (Adriamycin) makes my pee pinkish-orange… here ya go. Proof via iPhone snap. In my world, TMI doesn’t really exist, but you should realize that by now.

Yes, that is my pee.

In any case, It was quite the party atmosphere up in treatment room 16 yesterday. We brought Gurnee Donuts for the nurses. (Local peeps, you know what a treat that is!), so they were stopping by to say thanks all day. Plus, Sia and I caught up without kid or spouse interruptions, laughed our asses off, and just enjoyed each other’s company.

After camp, Hubs brought The Girl to visit for the last hour or so. She got quite comfy.

The Girl all cozy in the recliner, watching TV in the room with me. She even had the nurses fetching her warm blankets and apple juice. Such the charmer.

No matter who visited me during each treatment, I never felt alone. Besides the amazing nursing staff deserving of so much more than their donuts, and my husband and friends who chauffeured me, I had my bling to keep me company.

I have worn my bracelets to every treatment. They have been gifts from friends and family. Having them on my wrist has reminded me that they’ve been with me all through this fight.

And, of course, I never would have gotten this far without the amazing Alla.

This is my amazing, wonderful, too cool for school hematologist oncologist, Dr. Alla Gimelfarb.

And, we’re done!

I missed the shot of the actual last drop, but I’m ok with that. You can’t tell, but the pump says, “STOPPED.” That was the last of my chemo!

Of course, we’re not really done. I still have to keep myself from getting that spinal headache in the next few days and stay healthy and out of the hospital next week when I’m neutropenic. Plus, ongoing monitoring for relapses (not gonna happen!) and potential long term side-effects. Plus, I’ll post the hair re-growth process a bit, because that might be fun. But, so far, things are looking great. Though the hot flashes started as soon as I got home last night, today wasn’t nearly as bad after Jason’s acupuncture ministrations this morning. And, I haven’t needed any extra Compazine. Just the usual Zofran.

Tomorrow, we release George from the dungeon after a week on new happy gel. Hopefully, no more urinators!

Original Comments from the CaringBridge Blog:

Congrats, Deb! What a milestone.
—Miriam Schiffer, July 30, 2015

HAPPIEST DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
—Adrienne Meyer, July 29, 2015

Congrats and like you said so poetically from the beginning….f@%k cancer!
—Carolyn Shoemaker, July 29, 2015

Suck it cancer. Deb-carry on with the rest of your simply amazing life. Although I will miss these updates your humor made me lol so many times.
—Laura Roberts, July 29, 2015

and now on with the rest of your life!
I’m glad it’s over. Thanks for the pee pic.
(unrelated – Mumps outbreak currently happening in IL! Heard it on the news last night. You were on the bleeding edge!)
—Mary Schumann, July 29, 2015

Hooray!!!
—Brian Kirshenbaum, July 29, 2015

Hallelujah!
—margo barbakow, July 28, 2015

So proud of you! Hope all goes well the next week as you come off your “chemo high”.
—Michelle Johnson, July 28, 2015

So glad to hear you are done with chemo. Thinking of you – and so glad to hear how you have such tremendous support. (((hugs)))
—Jeannie Jordan, July 28, 2015

At first I thought the pee pic was your new venti tumbler. So happy that you finished chemo. I wish you could bottle that positive attitude and give it to others!!! Hope to see you soon.
—Susan Rosenthal, July 28, 2015

Congratulations, Deb! You are an inspiration. So glad you’ll be looking at cancer in the rear-view mirror now
only.
—Cara Hermacinski, July 28, 2015

You are amazing, Deb! Congrats for kicking cancer’s ass with style and grace! XOXO
—Lauri Harvey Keagle, July 28, 2015

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